i lost a friend today. we had an extensive conversation and decided it would be for the best to split apart. we were close... but they are not doing okay right now. i cannot help them. we need space from each other... i cried about it. i rarely cry. it just... really hurt. they said a lot of worrisome things to me... i am scared for the worst. i know i did my best, whatever happens will not be my doing... but it hurts when i think about their future too hard. i hope they will be okay. that is all i can say anymore. and that is all this entry is about.
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